Sickness...

Last night, my granny ask me to ask more about him. I stare at her and saw her face which telling me that she is worried and nothg she can do. My lovely grandpa take too much medicine and easily get hungry, granny take a very very good care for him. woke up and ready a hot drinks or somethg that suit him to eat and drink nicely.


I saw 1 time.. heart feel pain 1 time.... sighh... What can i do??

Really... hope my grandpa will really recover soon and back to a healthy life.......

Human Minds

Today I work as usual,appreciate my granny ready proper meal for me. Thanks alot..
Quite tired for today, eye drop get use for me now..
After reach my outlet.. saw my colleage is very busy and he is really panic.. and I tried to help him solve his problem and dial up his customer credit card number to get the answer for it.
I'm not very sure what he did before i reach, but i try my best.. hope he settle this sales asap..
But is not the thg that i thought.. bad news came to him and me.. I thought I can help him and tell him how to do next time.. He speechless and feel upset, and I dono what should I do.. sigh.. Get a big quarrel with a idiotic person who really imotional.. beh tahan him long time and scold him with his bad attitude..

Jack's mom is not feeling well and I bet he is really down and take care with his mom now.. Hope she will get well soon..
This few weeks, weather getting worst and worst.. and many ppls sick bcoz of this.
Besides, Hope my lovely grandpa will recover faster and run out of his sick soon..
Wish everybody stay happy always..

What Do You Think?

This few weeks, is just really really hot around 11am start until evening.. the sun light is just can burn up a grassland.. DAMN HOT!!!
Today i work noon shift also.. wake up like usually, wash my clothes everthg before i go for my brunch again.. haha.. always brunch...
"sei fo"!! forgot withdraw more money for myself.. then find find find~ get some coins from my drawer..so take RM5 somethg and try to think what should i order.. ==
Walk alone with a fastest speed to reach the restaurant which opposite my hostel.. order mee and drinks before find a place... so many flies that i hate so much.. a big table for 6/7 peoples that i chosen.. coz no place jor.. lol.. Paiseh tim.. 1 people take so big geh table.. majority of there also students.. chit-chatting.. and i saw 3 tables who sit separately.. got girls..boys... enjoying smoking and few ppls share with a box of cigarette.. Maybe because of I never try to smoke or touch..cause i dislike that and don't think that can solve my pressure.. Or maybe i want to save money.. coz as u all know also..No matter small or big size also quite expensive i think..(ps:branded 1 la).. not "cap ayam" i means.. lol..
Saw a girl smoking style.. I think she just started to learn how to taste for it or smoke.. Then her mom or aunty found her.. This aunty grab her out in front of so many friends and outsider... SO the girl very scared(the reason of scared).. I think you all know la.. haha.. her parents dont know she smoke I think.. Her mom scold her very loudly..!@#$%^&*@# and asked her back home,don't join those bad friends.. @@
This kind of education.. Is just maybe I am still young also.. haha..
Different family different life...

Human Being

If you treat someone good, will you get back what u already expend?
I tell you...
The person doesnt know and wont care also...
If he/she not even know what you have done...
Then you are very very pity...

This kind of feeling hard to discribe... sad? dissapointed? confused? and bla3... many many...

Thinking Of My Past

Make my life to be more aggressive and sequencing.
Set my alarm and set in my mind how many hours that i sleep, sleep but maybe.. really maybe not enough sleep for my 1 day energy.. haha..
After alarm rang and wake up, take my shower which i hang on my door lock (coz i never close my door since i started stay at hostel), 1st but not more to stay hostel alone and cover myself to get my life busy also.. is a good thing for me.. coz I am quite lazy also coz when at home, everthing got "machine", everythg for me or ready for me, starting in my 1st month is just really not stable and maybe can say that I never go out and stay alone so long time.

A good experience that i never had in my life. Thanks someone who give me the chance to get this..
So..... come back to my topic, I need to get my breakfast after "set up"... usually i will think what should i order for my drink before i reach the restaurant.. lol..
then order normal normal food my breakfast to fill in my stomach temporary.. coz.. morning wake up no appetite gua.. haha.. Are u the same person who like me also? =.=
If can, take a balance meal will get a good resourse for a day.. yeah~ I did.. if i work morning.. sigh... normally i take my brunch if work noon.. so don be like me laa..==

I miss my family so much...
My mom.. my grandpa.. granny whom very "sek" us(brothers,cousins).. my brothers...
REALLY.. miss them alot..
So what i do is.. every week i will get my time to go back 1 time to get my delicious lunch and dinner.. The TASTE that i cannot feel in outside foods.. sob sob..
Last time at my hometown.. always feel boring when stay in home eat my granny "la shou" dishes, so often eat at home also.. but NOW not same lerrr...

So do you feel the same with me?..